Тайланд форум - Клуб друзей Королевства Таиланд: My love is too little - Тайланд форум - Клуб друзей Королевства Таиланд

I am 19 years old... just a normal thai guy... maybe more special because i can speak English... Most of all i am all normal
I am happy, sad, angry or even in love like other people...
The thing is... I fall in love with someone who considered himself too old for me... so he made up a wall in his heart.... very strong... It's very hard for me to across that wall

It's been almost 3 months that i've tried to get across that wall... sometimes i felt I wanted to give up.., Just wanna stop.
BUT everytime he smiles to me it gives me a great power to keep trying...
He keeps blaming himself that he has hurt me a lot... of course he did...
I was hurt and suffered it's true...

But I wanna tell that even though it was short time, just to see him happy, smiling and laughing... all my pain has gone and i forgave him all the time...

My love is too little maybe it's not called "love" but all i know is it's just a feeling of pleasure to know you have someone to care about especially you can be so much happy when u see just one smile on his face...

AND when he's the one you have always wanted to dream about every night you sleep without him beside...


I am growing to an adult... i have done a lot of stupid things to you, I apologize... and Thank you for every time you forgave me...
But please take care ok??

I thank every minute that i have you...
scott